tex78
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Ur not going to be ditch banging for months.
sent from A UNKNOWN PLACE IN TEA LAND
sent from A UNKNOWN PLACE IN TEA LAND
Need some help, if you have the time :)
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Bnorth
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What you're done school already?
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(was wondering when someone was going to ask) its a long story....
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lol nope.
Wilk INStheWEST
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It's a long story, or you just don't want to tell it? If you aren't going to school, you have no work yet, you have nothing but time to tell it.
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all right, fine. but dont get mad at me for "sharing feelings".
I went there for a month. my whole life I have battled depression, the past year I have had a really good hold on it, it creeps in but I can usually overcome it. well in school I was told I had 2 weeks to right a 77 page paper in 3 weeks, I had a 1,500 word book report due in 10 days, I had a 2,500 word book report due in 13 days, I had a group project due beginning of october, I had another group project due the week I left. felt like I was drowning in stress and anxiety, and I was too embarrassed to ask someone for help, depression creeped its way in, I made the mistake of not fighting it off, and if you dont fight it you dont stand a chance, it got the best of me, for 2 weeks straight I felt like a zombie, "dead inside" you might say, depression sucks, I hate it, and everything just overwhelmed me at once, so I had to do something to help myself, thought about it, prayed about it. next morning I packed up my truck, signed out, said goodbye to my sister and one other person. my dad put $400 in my account for food and fuel, drove to victoria to grab my sled, caught the next ferry back to vancouver, drove to Gp and stayed with a friend until I got work in fort mac, now i'm staying at my parent's house in mayerthorpe.
yupp.....feelings.....they suck
I went there for a month. my whole life I have battled depression, the past year I have had a really good hold on it, it creeps in but I can usually overcome it. well in school I was told I had 2 weeks to right a 77 page paper in 3 weeks, I had a 1,500 word book report due in 10 days, I had a 2,500 word book report due in 13 days, I had a group project due beginning of october, I had another group project due the week I left. felt like I was drowning in stress and anxiety, and I was too embarrassed to ask someone for help, depression creeped its way in, I made the mistake of not fighting it off, and if you dont fight it you dont stand a chance, it got the best of me, for 2 weeks straight I felt like a zombie, "dead inside" you might say, depression sucks, I hate it, and everything just overwhelmed me at once, so I had to do something to help myself, thought about it, prayed about it. next morning I packed up my truck, signed out, said goodbye to my sister and one other person. my dad put $400 in my account for food and fuel, drove to victoria to grab my sled, caught the next ferry back to vancouver, drove to Gp and stayed with a friend until I got work in fort mac, now i'm staying at my parent's house in mayerthorpe.
yupp.....feelings.....they suck
Are a EMO Joey? EMO sledder??? lol JK 2. emo An entire subculture of people (usually angsty teens) with a fake personality. The concept of Emo is actually a vicious cycle that never ends, to the utter failing of humanity, and it goes something like this:
1. Girls say they like "sensitive guys" (lie)
2. Guy finds out, so he listens to faggy emo music and dresses like a dork so chicks will see that he is sensitive and not afraid to express himself (lie). He dyes his hair black, wraps himself in a stupid looking scarf, develops an eating disorder, and rants about how "nobody understands".
3. Now an emo guy, he meets Emo chick and they start dating, talking about how their well-off suburban lifestyles are terrible and depressing (lie)
4. Emo guy is just too much of a pussy. His penis is too small, he's too depressed to bathe, and has more mood swings than emo chick, and he doesn't even have a menstrual cycle. Emo chick dumps him, saying "It's not you, it's me." (lie) as she drives off with Wayne, the school jock and captain of the football team.
5. Emo guy goes home and cries, proceeds to write a weak song and strum a single string on his acoustic guitar. Another emo chick sees how he is so in touch with his feelings, and the cycle continues.
This is the sad truth of the emo lifestyle/music, and now that I look at how pathetic it really is, maybe the emos DO have something to cry about!
When she sees how sensitive and emo I have become, she'll definately go out with me!
1. Girls say they like "sensitive guys" (lie)
2. Guy finds out, so he listens to faggy emo music and dresses like a dork so chicks will see that he is sensitive and not afraid to express himself (lie). He dyes his hair black, wraps himself in a stupid looking scarf, develops an eating disorder, and rants about how "nobody understands".
3. Now an emo guy, he meets Emo chick and they start dating, talking about how their well-off suburban lifestyles are terrible and depressing (lie)
4. Emo guy is just too much of a pussy. His penis is too small, he's too depressed to bathe, and has more mood swings than emo chick, and he doesn't even have a menstrual cycle. Emo chick dumps him, saying "It's not you, it's me." (lie) as she drives off with Wayne, the school jock and captain of the football team.
5. Emo guy goes home and cries, proceeds to write a weak song and strum a single string on his acoustic guitar. Another emo chick sees how he is so in touch with his feelings, and the cycle continues.
This is the sad truth of the emo lifestyle/music, and now that I look at how pathetic it really is, maybe the emos DO have something to cry about!
When she sees how sensitive and emo I have become, she'll definately go out with me!
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I agree with most of this. but I dont understand the point your trying to make....?
No point,, it was a question,, ill ask again,,, are you a fawking EMO or what joey??? School is too hard,,cry me a river...... jezus what do you think real life is like. Good luck kid....
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Bogger
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Kid decided that avanue wasn't working for him and said fawk it.... Packed his chit and got a job, not sure why you guys feel the need to kick him while down....
When he gets all preachy and chit by all means let your opinion be heard, but he hit a rough spot and far as I can figure made a decion and stuck too it. Flying Spagetti Monster knows, he could have leaned on the system and accepted free tax payer money based on a mental dissability yet hes back in AB paying his own way....
Buy by all means let him have it....
When he gets all preachy and chit by all means let your opinion be heard, but he hit a rough spot and far as I can figure made a decion and stuck too it. Flying Spagetti Monster knows, he could have leaned on the system and accepted free tax payer money based on a mental dissability yet hes back in AB paying his own way....
Buy by all means let him have it....
Im just saying grow a set. If he said" hey I don't like school, so I said fawk it im getting a job" I could respect that. But get your emotions in check.
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I admit, school was too hard for me. thats why i'm going to do something i'm good at.
"real depression isn't being sad when everything in life goes wrong, real depression is being depressed when everything in your life goes right"
i'm not emo at all. I listen to metal (five finger death punch, metallica, the devil wears prada stuff like that) I will say that I have been through a lot, not to play the "poor me" card but to give you an idea on myself
growing up I was bullied until I started standing up for myself and knocking the bullies out.....lol
I got home from work one day and my best friend (my dog) had been sold out from under me by my parents
I got kicked out of a church one day for standing up for the girl I was with at the time
I got welcomed back, and when I walked in I was told by the leaders I was useless and never going to be anything in life....and kicked out again right there in front of everyone.
my girlfriend broke up with me a week later because "I was too facking depressed" and she didn't want to deal with it (I worked with her)
I tried to kill this pain by drinking until I passed out every damn night. which makes depression worse
my dad and I got into fights daily...hourly really. oh and over the past 3 years (until last year) I have attempted suicide 14 times.
sine then:
I live with my parents again, we get along great, dont talk to anyone from last year any more, dont drink any more. and until school I hadn't been depressed in just over a year, i'm damn proud of myself
Wilk INStheWEST
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Clinical depression is more than just getting your emotions in check. Now most people, and I'm not saying Joey is one of them, just go through a bit of a rough spot and call it depression. It is a mental disability.
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Bogger
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Some chit is better left for private disscussion bud.... Not sure why you always feel the need to justify yourself to imaginary internet people..... has it ever worked in the past???
just say "get bent" and continue preaching the bennefits of previous generation Yamahas & 24v cummings...
just say "get bent" and continue preaching the bennefits of previous generation Yamahas & 24v cummings...
If its that bad better check into Ponoka....
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I was just kidding, sorry for giving you a hard time Joey. Good luck with things
yeah okay...."kidding" was bogger embarrassing you? making you feel bad? jezuz cry me a river
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