somebody who understands.........
when he passes which looks like soon , i'll have stuff to remember him by , we have lots in common which is why this is so hard.......guns , music......actually i dont have much , memories mostly.......his favourite song is rush: closer to the heart......got...
i cant sleep , i cant eat , i cant talk , i cant even breathe this hurts so much.....
why does the world hate me?!?!? why wont it just get better!!! fawk i cant stop crying.......
very appreciated....i try , but just when i think the tragedy is over this hits me.....i just cant take this!!! i look at him and its just like its not my dad........it breaks my heart.....i just keep playing "broken" by lifehouse over and over.......i cant talk to him cuz i cant get one word...
i'm sorry everybody but i gotta go......i cant keep reading your posts , i appreciate them......but i cant keep it together.......i need to go cry on my bed , sounds puzzy but i feel so broken , theirs nothing i can do to make this stop
this song is about the lead singer's (chester bennington) dad dying.....i fear it'll be "my" song soon..........PLEASE PRAY.
YouTube - Linkin Park - Valentines Day (Music Video)
please dont take it as such.........:nono:
my dad is really sick!:( he layed in bed today in pure agony , his chest hurts , arms are throbbing , his entire body shakes , he cant sleep at night cuz of the intense pain.......he had a heart attack in 2009 and the symptoms weren't this...
thanks for asking! sunday is special cuz my girlfriend (who i haven't herd from in 10 days) comes back from the states!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!